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"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you’ve imagined."
-Henry David Thoreau

"Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe."
-Neil Gaiman
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won’t be posting this weekend because of Fanime (:

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Kind of excited for Fanime; this is my first time going, so I’m really curious about the event. The weird thing is that I don’t even watch anime. So I guess I’ll just wander around looking lost in a sea of cosplay…

I’m imploding. 

It’s impossible to know completely everything about someone. They could dump their hearts and brains into your lap but there’s something deeper that will always be missing in your perception of them. Everyone has an ocean full of quirks and secrets. You can take a submarine and sift through it wave by wave, but eventually you’ll reach a certain point and implode.  

Some Asian parents have this strange conspiracy going on where they rate each other’s kids over the phone and pretend to be extremely polite. 

just got back from the korean wave concert

It was pretty amazing..I was lucky enough to get actual seats instead of a spot on the lawn. B2ST, Wonder Girls, Super Junior, and SNSD seemed to have the most fan support…other than that I’m not sure what else I should say ;D

I wonder what it feels like to be able to go wherever you want to based on the smallest whim—-suddenly having an urge to visit Japan or Switzerland and then flying there the next day. Or being able to wander along a crowded street and spend the entire day walking in and out of stores and going wherever your desires lead you. 

What a great retirement plan 8D

Keep a clear, open conscience and remember who people truly are.

Today was our end of the year rally and ASB was able to get a band to come perform. They were pretty good (I kept my eyes closed so their appearance wouldn’t affect my perception of their music), but they were pretty frustrated by the lack of audience support. 

Come on guys…clap your hands or something. Your entertainment isn’t as important. We looked like a sea of ungrateful, unappreciative zombies. 

My friend got me tickets to go see the free MBC k-pop concert in Mountainview ;____; I’m going…on the tears of thousands of fangirls/boys. 

Anyone else going?

The unfortunate side of being extremely laid-back is that you’re never quite sure whether you’re truly interested in something, or it just hasn’t triggered your dislike yet. So you spend an indefinite amount of time lingering in the gray zone. Yet you can’t seem to make a decision and move forward, because you’re so relaxed with life that anything is perfectly tolerable. 

la la la AP English tomorrow~ No big deal~…I just really hope they let us take bathroom breaks during the exam because I drink like a bottle of water every 30 minutes and yeah ;___; 

or maybe I’ll just slowly dehydrate and shrivel up while I’m writing my synthesis essay.  

I used to have very good memory. I could recall entire conversations from years ago, word for word, without even trying. But now it’s a struggle to remember something that was said a few days ago. 

I think one of the main reasons is that I’ve stopped caring for other people as much as I’m now caring for myself. It’s like I used to live outside of my body—in other people’s spaces and lives and worries. 

That time of selflessness is something I guess I should be treasuring. I didn’t make many personal achievements, but doing and thinking things that revolve around ME is tiring and repulsive.  

I guess I kind of want to be a kind, helpful ghost again. 

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